Dream – 3/4/10

This dream felt very scary and real. I was in my friend’s dorm, and we were smoking DMT. I took a hit, and blew it into my friend’s face, and he died. Then cops came knocking, and I jumped out of the dorm room and started running. In one sense, it looked like I ran quite a long distance, but it felt like I only ran a short distance. For some reason I couldn’t run fast, and I could feel the cop coming up on me fast. He caught me, and then the rest of the dream was me talking to various people about what was going to happen. For some reason, everyone I talked to was very supportive and reassuring, including my parents, lawyer, and the police. They said everything would be okay, and I was thinking I might to go jail for a year or two. But that long was terrifying to me. I also kept thinking about how this wasn’t a dream, and I was really going to jail. For some reason, the feeling that it was not a dream was very strong, and even when I woke up, it took me awhile to realize I was okay.

Dream – 2/16/10

This dream was very long, but I only remember one part. I was in my dorm room, and there was a bowl with cannabis in it, as well as some on the table. Then this maintenance person came in, and was like, “Is that drugs there?!” and I felt the strongest adrenaline and fear that I’ve felt in a dream in my entire life, it probably was a real feeling. He said he was going to report to me, and I realized I would lose my housing and so much else, it was horrible.

Edit: Ahh, it all came back to me. I was in my neighborhood, and I was going from house to house. Then the cops were chasing me for some reason, most likely because of cannabis. I was running through different places trying to escape, and the mood of the dream was very negative and unpleasant. At one point I was running through a field, and a cop kept saying things to try to make me stop, like, “Stop!” or, “When we watch you things are going to be very bad!” I was running for awhile, and it was just very bad. Then I was able to make it home, but I had to get home indiscreetly. So I ran up and entered in an unusual fashion, I don’t remember how but it was not normal, and my mom was standing right there, and that was also unpleasant.

Note: As I said, there was much more, but this is all I remember, and certainly the most important part. Revision – As I said above, it came back to me…

Dream – 2/6/10 (evening)

I was with three other people, and I kept reliving the same thing over and over again. I would get on a Subway rollercoaster, it would go up and down this crazy path, and then it would stop at the end, and a whole row would be filled with babies. Then it would start again, and all the babies would die.

In addition, I kept having these interactions with these three guys over and over, and at some point they would betray me and try to kill me. There was also a part where I would get surrounded by all these people, and I would have to escape. This repeated many times, at least four, until at the end I realized what was happening. I was some kind of bad guy, and during the last time on the Subway rollercoaster, when we got to the end and all the babies were on it, everybody else screamed, and then we started going again and I killed them.

There was also a point where the “movie” I was in (this all had something to do with movies, it was weird) started over, and I was with everyone. I knew what was going to happen, so off the bat I’m like, “You guys are bad!” (I was kind of good and bad), so they looked at each other and started trying to attack me. I think I got away.

There was another part where I was doing some kind of drug deal, and when I did it, there was just a woman that was in a car on the other side of the car from the buyer, just looking at me and smiling. For some reason, this made me think I had to kill some random person further up the road, so I went up.

At some point, I was trapped in different movies that kept beginning, and each beginning involved me getting attacked. At the end of a Subway thing, a movie title popped up that was one word, and then demons started attacking me, and it was horrible. This kept happening over and over, and it was enraging, that I kept getting attacked by these horrible things.

Note: This dream was so intense, and so insane. I had it while I was taking a nap, and my friend was in my dorm watching Matrix: Revolutions. It was insane.

Dream – 2/3/10

I was with my roommate, and we were in this barren place with a fence. I think we were with someone else too. There was a tall fence, and he started to climb on it. I went over to it and climbed it a little too, and then it fell down, and the whole state shook (that part might have been an addition that I remembered further in the dream, I know, it’s weird). Then there was a cop car with two cops in it, and they came out and said they were arresting us for trespassing on the fence. It was the last day of college, and more than myself, I did not want my roommate getting arrested, it was horrible. I started arguing with them about how there was absolutely no sign that said no trespassing or no climbing, but they still took us in. Then we were with them and like five other cops walking back to our dorm, and I had cannabis in there, and I was very afraid I was going to get busted for that. I don’t believe I did, though. Then I was talking to a lawyer with my roommate, and we were talking about what we were going to. It looked like we were talking in an environment that was similar to the atrium in the Stamp Student Union.

Then my roommate and I were in a room with some other people, and he told me he had taken some oxycontin and was feeling really relaxed. I asked him how much he had taken, and he said he had taken four or five pills, which is a lot. I was kind of jealous he was feeling so good (but I would never take that many pills).

Note: There was another part to this dream, which I remembered when I woke up, but now I don’t.

Dream – 2/2/10

There were cops coming to my house for some reason, so I was scared and got all cannabis out of my house. I gave it to my friend Matt M in a metal cup, and he took it. Then the cops came into my house and we started talking, but they never looked for anything.

Then I was outside, and Marcus called me. He said he was completely broke, couldn’t buy anything, and trying to get a job, and even though I didn’t like him, I figured if he was trying to better himself I would help. So I picked him up, and he looked a little different, weaker. As I was driving him, he asked for three dollars, and I said I didn’t give money out anymore because I had not been paid back so many times. He was relatively okay with that.

Note: This dream was longer and more intense, but I don’t remember all of it.

Dream – 1/4/10

I was in a school, and I was choosing my classes. I had to be somewhere at a certain time, but I overslept or something and was late. There was an event where I tried to acquire some kind of breakfast, I believe it ended with a bagel. When I got to the class, I had gotten in time, and we went to the place where we were going. It was some kind of field trip. There was a lot of stuff to this part, but I don’t remember much.

There was also a part when I was in a large area and was trying to find a place that was safe and far away from the cops.

Then I was with a girl that I liked, and we were talking. Then a lot of people were in this large estate, and we were eating in a room. Three people were dancing on the dance floor; one lone person, the girl, and this other random girl who was next to her. I got up to and started dancing with the girl, and then I looked at this guy and we started arguing about who was more successful. We got into a fight that was pretty interesting, and everybody was watching. Then a screen came up that I was looking at, and the guy was going through each of the things he did to make money, and was explaining how he did it. The list also said how much he got and how much he spent on each venture (some of the numbers were really high, like in the thousands, and others were low, like 20s and 40s). At the end of it, I said he (by the way, this guy was my friend Jeff from college, by appearance, not character) must make $20,000, and he said he has a lot of expenses, and I said but there is also a lot of profit.

Then me and him were sitting outside on a bench, and three black guys came out of a car and started walking up to the large house. They all had one hand in their pockets, and that sketched me out. Two of the guys went to the door, while one started walking faster towards me and my new friend. He had his hand in his pocket, and I knew that my friend was perceptive and would stop something if it happened, but I was prepared to. Then out of nowhere, I hear a gun shot and a bullet hit my neck. I fall down, knowing I’ve been shot but not that scared since I didn’t feel pain or bleeding, and I heard the guy say, “This is sketch now we should go”.

Note: I woke up right after that last line. I was literally shot out of my dream, which was good because I wanted to wake up early. The last time I got shot, I had to lie in the middle of a street for what seemed like hours, and then being saved was such a production. I’m glad it ended early this time.

Dream – 12/16/09

There was this girl who wanted to get with me, but I had to drive an inordinate distance to get to her. I was with my friend, and the drive took forever. When we got there, we could not find where she was, and we went through this department store trying to find her. Then I felt like I was Jim and Pam was with me, and we were in this large room with all these other people. There was this guy there who was threatening to kill us all, and he had a gun. He pointed it at me a lot, and we spent a lot of time there until he let everyone go except me and Pam. Pam was kneeling on the ground with the gun pointed at her, but then we got let go. It was raining and I didn’t know where anything was. At some point my friend and his two sisters showed up, and one of them walked away while the other stayed with us briefly, then disappeared.

I believe at this point I did find the girl in a bathroom stall with another guy, but before I could talk to her, I had to leave for some reason. Then when we were going back home, there was a lot of traffic on this one small road in the forest, and it was dark. It was all very difficult.

Note: This dream had a similar feel as my last dream. Like my last one, it was much longer than I could remember when I wrote it here, and it also had a bad feeling to it.

Dream – 12/14/09

I was in the woods, and a deer came up to me, a small deer. I thought it looked cute, then it got really close to me, and I started to get scared. I could see my dad in the distance. Then the deer bit me, and it hurt, and it kept biting me, and I was yelling for help but nobody was coming. It was biting me for like ten seconds, then I woke up. I thought about saying something to my roommate John, but I was not sure if he was awake or not so I was not going to chance it.

Then I was in this large house, and we were supposed to go somewhere. I went into this elevator because someone had told me to, and then it started to break. I escaped right before it fell apart, and the person who had sent me in there didn’t think twice about it.
Note: There was A LOT more to this part, A LOT, but I can’t remember, dammit!

There was another part where I was with my dad, I think in Florida, and I wanted to go home. He drove me home and it felt nice and weird at the same time.

Note: This dream was really long and pretty intense. I just wish that I could remember more of it, so badly!

Dream – 12/13/09

I was in a house with my dad, mom, and stepmom. I saw a commercial for French Toast and said I wanted to go home to have french toast. Then my dad asked if I had everything and I said yes, but then I was told to check something. So I went upstairs, which looked like my mom’s room, and I had a lot of my real-life school books there (business, economics, etc.). So I took those and we left.

The drive felt long and unreal.

Then I arrived home and my dad said something that I can’t remember.

In another segment, I was with two friends and we were trying to steal something from a place. There was a lot that happened before but I can’t remember. We went in and my friend was carrying a bag, and we kept moving forward. Then they went through a door, and for some reason I stayed back a little, it closed, and I tried to open it and it was locked. I heard a SWAT team coming and I was stuck, so I went back to other door and hid off to the side of it, hoping they would continue on without seeing me. I put my head down and closed my eyes, and for a few seconds they did not see me, but then they did (this was all in first person view, which is somewhat odd for dreams, at least for me). I thought about how much trouble I was going to get in, and how there was essentially no way out of this trouble (except by waking up, of course, ha).

Next there was a part in third-person, and I was watching this guy who was in the world of Avatar (the alien one by James Cameron) who was trying to steal some kind of information from the aliens. He went up to this computer and started typing in something, but then an alien started coming after him. Then it switched to first-person and I was running, and I went into a bathroom and hid in a stall, and I tried to put my feet on the toilet so they would not be able to see me. I was clumsy in doing so, and in any case he saw me, kicked open the door, and shot me for like three seconds with a very rapid fire machine gun.

Note: Interesting how I was running from people twice and got caught. Very interesting.

Dream – 12/1/09 (Day)

I was in a large area, my college. Somebody wanted to have sex with me, and I wanted to do it more with someone else. However, the other person was ignoring me, so I was going to do it with this person. There were a lot of problems though. For one, cops kept sketching me out for some reason. Also, this took a really, really long time. I kept walking around campus, for awhile. At one point I went down into a Subway with two guys because I was looking for something, and then I came up to a guy and I said I needed to use the bathroom. He said I couldn’t, so I started screaming at him, and then I left.

There seemed to be multiple, many many times where me and the girl tried to do stuff, but something kept getting in the way. At the very end, she agreed and then came into my dorm room, which for some reason was comprised only of four bathrooms. When we were walking up to the door, she turned into some kind of combination of an old woman and a teenager, but more towards the old woman side. I started regretting this, but we went inside, and then I went into one of the stalls to pee. I had had to go to the bathroom at least six or seven times throughout this dream. I opened it quickly, and then girl had turned into a naked man (but his nether region was blocked somehow) and all of my stuff was gone. I was somewhat relieved since the old woman was gone, though. In other words, this person was a thief. Then he grabbed my balls and said, “Let’s get started!”, and it actually had some dream-pain, but I fought him off.

Note: This was such a long dream, there are so many parts I am leaving out. This was about an hour and twenty minute nap, and this dream, wow. Long, relatively vivid, and very weird. When I woke up, I had to pee so bad, and I think that feeling transferred into the dream, which is why I had to pee in it so many times.