Dream – 2/16/10

This dream was very long, but I only remember one part. I was in my dorm room, and there was a bowl with cannabis in it, as well as some on the table. Then this maintenance person came in, and was like, “Is that drugs there?!” and I felt the strongest adrenaline and fear that I’ve felt in a dream in my entire life, it probably was a real feeling. He said he was going to report to me, and I realized I would lose my housing and so much else, it was horrible.

Edit: Ahh, it all came back to me. I was in my neighborhood, and I was going from house to house. Then the cops were chasing me for some reason, most likely because of cannabis. I was running through different places trying to escape, and the mood of the dream was very negative and unpleasant. At one point I was running through a field, and a cop kept saying things to try to make me stop, like, “Stop!” or, “When we watch you things are going to be very bad!” I was running for awhile, and it was just very bad. Then I was able to make it home, but I had to get home indiscreetly. So I ran up and entered in an unusual fashion, I don’t remember how but it was not normal, and my mom was standing right there, and that was also unpleasant.

Note: As I said, there was much more, but this is all I remember, and certainly the most important part. Revision – As I said above, it came back to me…

Dream – 2/6/10 (evening)

I was with three other people, and I kept reliving the same thing over and over again. I would get on a Subway rollercoaster, it would go up and down this crazy path, and then it would stop at the end, and a whole row would be filled with babies. Then it would start again, and all the babies would die.

In addition, I kept having these interactions with these three guys over and over, and at some point they would betray me and try to kill me. There was also a part where I would get surrounded by all these people, and I would have to escape. This repeated many times, at least four, until at the end I realized what was happening. I was some kind of bad guy, and during the last time on the Subway rollercoaster, when we got to the end and all the babies were on it, everybody else screamed, and then we started going again and I killed them.

There was also a point where the “movie” I was in (this all had something to do with movies, it was weird) started over, and I was with everyone. I knew what was going to happen, so off the bat I’m like, “You guys are bad!” (I was kind of good and bad), so they looked at each other and started trying to attack me. I think I got away.

There was another part where I was doing some kind of drug deal, and when I did it, there was just a woman that was in a car on the other side of the car from the buyer, just looking at me and smiling. For some reason, this made me think I had to kill some random person further up the road, so I went up.

At some point, I was trapped in different movies that kept beginning, and each beginning involved me getting attacked. At the end of a Subway thing, a movie title popped up that was one word, and then demons started attacking me, and it was horrible. This kept happening over and over, and it was enraging, that I kept getting attacked by these horrible things.

Note: This dream was so intense, and so insane. I had it while I was taking a nap, and my friend was in my dorm watching Matrix: Revolutions. It was insane.

Dream – 2/3/10

I was with my roommate, and we were in this barren place with a fence. I think we were with someone else too. There was a tall fence, and he started to climb on it. I went over to it and climbed it a little too, and then it fell down, and the whole state shook (that part might have been an addition that I remembered further in the dream, I know, it’s weird). Then there was a cop car with two cops in it, and they came out and said they were arresting us for trespassing on the fence. It was the last day of college, and more than myself, I did not want my roommate getting arrested, it was horrible. I started arguing with them about how there was absolutely no sign that said no trespassing or no climbing, but they still took us in. Then we were with them and like five other cops walking back to our dorm, and I had cannabis in there, and I was very afraid I was going to get busted for that. I don’t believe I did, though. Then I was talking to a lawyer with my roommate, and we were talking about what we were going to. It looked like we were talking in an environment that was similar to the atrium in the Stamp Student Union.

Then my roommate and I were in a room with some other people, and he told me he had taken some oxycontin and was feeling really relaxed. I asked him how much he had taken, and he said he had taken four or five pills, which is a lot. I was kind of jealous he was feeling so good (but I would never take that many pills).

Note: There was another part to this dream, which I remembered when I woke up, but now I don’t.

Dream – 2/2/10

There were cops coming to my house for some reason, so I was scared and got all cannabis out of my house. I gave it to my friend Matt M in a metal cup, and he took it. Then the cops came into my house and we started talking, but they never looked for anything.

Then I was outside, and Marcus called me. He said he was completely broke, couldn’t buy anything, and trying to get a job, and even though I didn’t like him, I figured if he was trying to better himself I would help. So I picked him up, and he looked a little different, weaker. As I was driving him, he asked for three dollars, and I said I didn’t give money out anymore because I had not been paid back so many times. He was relatively okay with that.

Note: This dream was longer and more intense, but I don’t remember all of it.