Dream – 9/30/09 | Divine Philosophies

Dream – 9/30/09

I had two joints with me, and I went on a bike ride outside to find a place to smoke. It was after midnight, but it was extremely bright outside, just like it was the middle of the day. On top of that, the whole situation felt incredibly sketchy. Then people started looking for me because I had to pay some kind of insurance thing, and I was running from them, and when someone finally caught up to me, I said I didn’t have my insurance card, so they said I could go. I was still very worried. Then I realized I could just smoke in my house, so I went back home and went inside.

I was inside and I started smoking, and I was trying to do it fast because I was worried. I was in my basement, and it somewhat resembled my real basement, but it was also a little different. The outside I had been riding around was also very similar to my real town, but had subtle differences. The door to my basement was in a small nook, and I went down and looked around the window slightly, and I saw two cops. He saw me and I backed up, but I exhaled a lot of smoke so I know he saw that. I tried to finish the joint real fast, and then I was going to throw it and the other one I had away, and there was also one I had stored away that I wanted to get rid of. As soon as it occurred to me that the door might be unlocked, the cops came inside. I then ran outside and instead of throwing the joints real far, I just hopped on the fence and dropped them down. The cop had followed me out, but he was walking, then he sprayed me with mace and I fell down. I was so worried and filled with fear, and I thought I would get kicked out of college for this (I thought I was at college even though I was not at campus). I wished it was a dream, and then I realized it had to be a dream, and I just forced myself out of it.

Note: Then I woke up, still scared. These laws, why, WHY DO THEY EXIST. All they cause is pain, even in my fucking sleep. When these laws change, those who have enacted them will suffer for what they have done, and my fear is absolutely nothing, absolutely NOTHING, compared to what has happened because of these crimes.

Dreams | Light | October 1, 2009 12:26 pm